I always imagined that when I graduated college I would be:
1. A much calmer person
2. The type of person who NEVER puts her sweater on inside-out and backwards

 Look! These people bought something that is actually like wearing a long, backwards sweater. Maybe I'm actually a trendsetter.... must ponder.

But that magical change hasn't happened. I still mess up with the sweater thing and I am still a nervous wreck a lot of the time.

I'm writing about this because I am a nervous wreck right now.
Why?

1. Grover is missing still!

2. CAPTIVATE is coming out officially tomorrow. No, it was not in the closet. It was in a warehouse or back room of a bookstore or something. And I am freaking out that nobody will buy it even though it was ranked 396 at the Barnes and Noble site last night. I have a friend who monitors this and tells me because I'm too chicken to look. Hi friend! *waves* That above remark was not meant to disparage chickens in any way. 

3. I turned in the very first draft of the next book in the NEED series and my first drafts tend to stink so now I'm worried that my editor of awesome will think - why did I ever sign her on - how do i get her to write a whole new book without making her suicidal - why am I am editor - i quit - i quit! 

And I really don't want to be responsible for someone's mental demise? 
So, wish me luck, but only if you want to. That's not a demand or anything! 
*Shirks away*